[Maybe that's why Boone feels so empty. He went against what he believed in, and now he's nothing. Just a man looking for revenge, for all the good that'll do him. He tells himself it's for Carla, but maybe deep down it's mostly to make himself feel better. After all, Carla isn't around to appreciate anything he does for her anymore. He should have turned his gun on himself rather than obey his orders.]
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[Maybe that's why Boone feels so empty. He went against what he believed in, and now he's nothing. Just a man looking for revenge, for all the good that'll do him. He tells himself it's for Carla, but maybe deep down it's mostly to make himself feel better. After all, Carla isn't around to appreciate anything he does for her anymore. He should have turned his gun on himself rather than obey his orders.]