When I first found out about the other me... I wanted more than anything to know why they'd do such a thing as to hurt everyone I got close to.
And then I realized why.
[Deep breaths, Ryou. He doesn't talk about this often.]
Ever since I was a kid, I've always been awkward when it came to making friends. And I was always afraid of losing those friends, when I did make them. I wanted everyone to stay with me, to never leave. I wanted to have fun with everyone forever.
So the other me would hurt them out of some... twisted belief that it was fulfilling that wish. He'd hurt them so they couldn't leave. But they couldn't do anything else, either.
That's why I'm always worried when I wake up. Because the other me twists things.
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And then I realized why.
[Deep breaths, Ryou. He doesn't talk about this often.]
Ever since I was a kid, I've always been awkward when it came to making friends. And I was always afraid of losing those friends, when I did make them. I wanted everyone to stay with me, to never leave. I wanted to have fun with everyone forever.
So the other me would hurt them out of some... twisted belief that it was fulfilling that wish. He'd hurt them so they couldn't leave. But they couldn't do anything else, either.
That's why I'm always worried when I wake up. Because the other me twists things.