...Yeah. I know. It's... really silly to get so upset over someone I wasn't... even more than friends with ever, isn't it?

[Kai feels surprisingly warm and comfortable. She doesn't want to let go.]

But... he...

[It spills out, the floodgates already opened.]

He was the only one who I knew that accepted me... all the way. He saw me go crazy... he saw that... monster half of me angry and willing to hurt someone and he still... he still came looking for me later on...

...I just... can't have anything like that... I've never even had any friends until I came here, so... I should be happy with that... right?