Even if it's really dumb, I still love Bakura-kun.
[It hurts a little to admit, but she won't lie about this. She closes her eyes, running a hand through her hair slowly, then glances off deeper into the forest.]
But... I really like spending time around you. You're someone who isn't scared of that other side of me, and you've been trying to help me with it, even. Just encouraging me to not be afraid, or believing that I can do things even I don't believe. And because of it, I really like you. You're a really good friend to me.
[And... now's the hard part.]
But the truth is... I don't know if it's because I love you too, or if it's because Bakura-kun doesn't feel the same about me and I just... don't want to be alone. It wasn't really that long ago that it happened, and even if I feel okay with everything myself, I'm scared that I'd just be using you. If I was, eventually, those feelings would go away... and you're someone I care about, so I don't want to hurt you.
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Oh. Oh. She thinks she gets it.]
Kai-kun...
[Oh, geeze... how can she say this?]
Even if it's really dumb, I still love Bakura-kun.
[It hurts a little to admit, but she won't lie about this. She closes her eyes, running a hand through her hair slowly, then glances off deeper into the forest.]
But... I really like spending time around you. You're someone who isn't scared of that other side of me, and you've been trying to help me with it, even. Just encouraging me to not be afraid, or believing that I can do things even I don't believe. And because of it, I really like you. You're a really good friend to me.
[And... now's the hard part.]
But the truth is... I don't know if it's because I love you too, or if it's because Bakura-kun doesn't feel the same about me and I just... don't want to be alone. It wasn't really that long ago that it happened, and even if I feel okay with everything myself, I'm scared that I'd just be using you. If I was, eventually, those feelings would go away... and you're someone I care about, so I don't want to hurt you.
...I'm sorry. This doesn't make sense, does it?