[Thinking of leaving the FBI is very painful indeed, but... yes, he's considered it. If he can't go out on missions, he can't do his job. That makes him pretty damn useless.]

I'll do what's right. If that means resigning... then yeah, I'll give it up.

[He doesn't know what else he'd do, however. Since he was in high school, all he ever wanted to be involved in was law enforcement.

With a heavy sigh, he leans back against the cushions and stares up at the ceiling.]

I've considered programming- doubt anyone would notice if I checked out for a few minutes at a time in that career. But you're not really interested in this, are you? [He isn't sure why he's even telling Anna any of this. True, he hasn't been able to talk to anyone about these issues at all... and is nice to get some of these thoughts off his chest...]