Ha, well that's good. Maybe you'll never get that desperate?

[Here's hoping. He drops his hand to tap lightly on the table.]

After I realized I was, I wanted to avoid it. Still do, sometimes. A little while ago, she was gone. Just vanished. And...everything crumbled. Which has a lot to do with why I'm being an idiot, teaching Bakura magic.

[And touching the Ring dear Light he's never telling anyone about that. Yes Kai, come to the Dark Side, it wants you back.]

But she's here again and I'm just so happy she's okay. I don't think I can just enjoy it and be ready for things to go to hell, but if I lock her out, I'll lock everyone out. I did it once before, after my world fell to the Heartless.

[Kai's voice drops, and he lowers his head.] Took me a while to let people back in, you know? Sometimes I'm still not sure it was a good idea.